暫留 8。H

It's never gonna be happed to visit Coventry, Warwick, Stratford-upon-Avon and Birmingham in one day, especially when these guests set off Nottingham at half 9 in the morning and wanna head home around 6-7pm!!! Shan said if u can make it, i'd change my msn's personal message as 'u are my hero,wenjing'. and stu told me 'you'd need 3 days to do all of this travelling they wanted you to do to be honest'.

Yes, what a hell. It's the head's saying, you have to obey it even though you suggest that's never be worked. I still told 3 & my hon, i'm super, would do my best to try, u know that's such a tough impossible mission though.

The fact is we had to cancel the shakespeare's birthplace at last. Indeed, we never can eat the whole elephant once time.

That's might be my life in the next five year, fewer chance to be active, but did enhance my experience barely by this long day today.

'If someone needs a different rest life in thefuture, h/s has to experience more hard and tough life when they are young'. I learnt from my work currently.

进入8月，异常忙碌。论文进行的如火如荼，做interview是一个有趣的过程，因为不光能分析事，还能洞察人。

每个人或多或少都有偷窥欲，就好像有的人热衷于在facebook上留意同一network里别人的动静一样的道理。当旁观者总是有一种占了便宜的快感，每个人都想成为哪怕短短数十秒的上帝。作访问的过程中，别人内心的想法被自己一一问来，对比不同人之间的差别，同时又快意于只有自己知道其结果的差异。所以说到底，我其实还是一个有点小‘邪恶’的人，但无意成为万能的上帝。自娱自乐一下而已。

这个月，似乎碰上了所有能帮助我的人，于现在，对将来。工作，生活，学习。估计一年的巅峰也就在这个月里。乍一算，也整好是我来英国的满满一年。人生的机遇，偶遇，境遇还是挺玄乎的东西。‘冥冥之中’这个词，听来有点宿命主义，但也不能完全怀疑。

就狂欢着吧，撒开腿狂奔着吧。趁着有能力，有精力，有运气，能跑多远先就跑着呗。这样的机会放着，等着，捂着也怪可惜地。

这韵压着实在有点那个什么地。。。^0^

央，楚楚，我。三个人，守着世界的三个角落。唯一能把我们联系起来的是网络，这一条细细窄窄的线，却被拖得如此的长远。

文字间，我们要表达的情绪正在从那个青涩、稚气的年龄段变得简单但怅惘。

越长大越孤独，在某一个交集点，也许是一个旋律的触动，或者几个文字的表述，才发现其实我们内心有一处盛满了不快乐，或者更应该说是孤独感作用之下的失落。

越长大，越觉得时间快的来不及回想。等待一年，再一年，其实很快；只是这样的等待，我们付出的代价是曾经的天真、无虑。已经没有人再能回到从前的状态了。

等待是一个挺消极的词，但却被所谓的阿Q者们赋予了一种称作‘亟盼’的积极意义。我是这样的阿Q者。

或者，跟本就不用等我，这样也就彻底没有了消极感。

无论我们在哪个角，近，亦或是远，我们之间的理解和默契就如同央的音乐，楚楚的文字，没有任何理由，但却实实在在的正中我。

送给三个地方的我们，不说等待，但永远相爱。

Pictures turned over and over again, they just let me feel I'm such missing you guys! Such that much! Can't get rip of it.

My x-university, my x-roommates, my x-DV team, my x-classmates, my last summer in Hangzhou, my friends... all of you and my memory, just at that moment, all of them came back and filled up my mind, but with X. All I had are so touched and made me miss you. I never gain that feeling when I was there, at that time though. How've you been guys? Did you review our photos, like me did?

Something is changed, even though we don't want to think about what are exactly changed or how much it has been changed. But something do changed! I know I could never back to that summer, that time, that me, ever. You guys too. We're all experiencing our life, step by step, different time, different background, different us. No one can say when is the best period or golden era of life, as the same as no one could expect the result. However, if we still can gather together somethimes, with our memory and heart, that will be the most fabulous things I'm looking forward to now.

All the best to my dear you guys! All of you and my such lovely Hangzhou!

Just got a call from uncle, he asked me if I've got the B-day package from them. I told him not yet. Then he said something so out of my image. One thief was caught at depot when he was thieving packages. Great, package thief! Showed up just in time and gave me such a dramatic and surprising gift.

How can we expect our life more? Always have something to be changed. Just because there are so many causes you can't control by your own. What we gonna do? Do nothing but waiting? I couldn't help wonder, is it why the life seems interesting and fill up adventures.

I'm still optimistic, a little bit judgemental sometimes though.